life sucks right now and i need a tiny break :?
i’m sorry. be back soon
"Take it all back. Life is boring, except for flowers, sunshine, your perfect legs. A glass of cold water when you are really thirsty. The way bodies fit together. Fresh and young and sweet. Coffee in the morning. These are just moments. I struggle with the in-betweens. I just want to never stop loving like there is nothing else to do, because what else is there to do?"
on a change of plan
i’ve been working on that longer, meaningful post today, but due to a surprise visit from a dear friend i am behind, and compounded with ear/throat/nose itchiness i must be calling it a night without finishing. so, you know, life. because you can’t not entertain a surprise guest from three hours away, and you can’t not rest when you’re body’s feeling sicky.
new plan: good post tomorrow.
"Schools teach you to imitate. If you don’t imitate what the teacher wants you get a bad grade. Here, in college, it was more sophisticated, of course; you were supposed to imitate the teacher in such a way as to convince the teacher you were not imitating, but taking the essence of the instruction and going ahead with it on your own. That got you A’s. Originality on the other hand could get you anything - from A to F. The whole grading system cautioned against it."
decided it’d be best to take a break tonight and tomorrow while i gather my energies for a not-half-ass post on sunday. don’t hate me